Emotions, Emotions
        Like the clouds in the sky
One day its all clear
         The next as rainy as an onion in your eye!

I look around and I see faces
         And places
And things that move
              And I see you.

I cannot quite make out your face
    Are you smiling?
            Crying
  Or staring in my eyes.

I do not know who you are
              Or when will I see you again
A hopeless romantic at heart
            Aren’t we all!
Victims of love.

I contradict myself again
         I said the sky was clear
But it is the deepest shade of stormy blue.
        And I forgot my umbrella
                   So its looks like another rainy day
         for me and you.

I think I know how I feel
               But I’m not feeling it just yet
Yet another storm in my heaven.

New Years Eve is creeping in
                 And loneliness is screaming out
All those mushy-woshy couples
             Walking on the street
As if glued to each other.
            I kinda envy them... a bit.

And all the pretty Christmas lights
                     They are not helping either
They look so romantic, so surreal
A day dreamer drowned in thought.

I feel like I’m wrapped in a duvet
                I’m not quite sure how cold it is outside
But I know as soon as I loose my cover
             A cold harsh hug will welcome me.

So do you understand?
              It’s ok if you don’t...
I don’t quite get it either!

So I guess I’m afraid
          Of life?
      Of you?
           No...

I will tell you when I'm ready,
        or when I'm done.
Don't wait up... I am always late!